My dad told me if I had tried and study in high school, I would have, without a doubt, gotten in an Ivy-League school.

I guess he was right in telling me to study the whole SAT and ACT books before taking the test. My dad was right about actually trying because my whole family is smart but we don't apply ourselves sometimes.


That's what I need to start doing, so I am going to study my SAT and ACT books, so I can retake my tests and get the score I actually want.

Sometimes, I think it would be cool to be a bitch but then I realize, no it wouldn't. I still think I need to change my attitude because sometimes I can be a condescending prick and I do not like it but it's only when I am extremely angry to the point where I don't realize what I say. I always feel guilty when I say something I didn't mean to say to people or have a snipe-y attitude.

Today, I was practicing with my dad on parking in am empty church parking lot with permission. So, long story short, an elderly white woman called the cops on my father for "domestic abuse".

I am not shocked or appalled so much but you stay classy Albuquerque real America*.

I am feeling really uninspired and uncreative. I don't know. I need some huge inspiration right now.